Go Ahead And Call Me A Pollyanna : )

My own thoughts may seem light and fluffy but still just as deep as yours.

No hate courses threw these veins. 

I have no rough edges to cut and mangle.

I am foreign to many, rejected because I don't subscribe to the alter egos. 

I prefer Truth over Fiction, reality over illusions. 

I am grounded and firm, not luke warm or wishy washy. 

Yes I had hurts and yes I had pain and oh oh yes I had shame but

I am now whole and free and that fills me with such glee. 

I traded my black robes and dark probes for white ones washed in the blood. 

I shall escape the coming flood.

No longer do I dwell on my past but look to the hope in the future.

I don't smoke dope or snort coke or shoot or drop. 

I don't need such prompts to be the real me or to feel open and elated. 

My integrity can not be debated. 

While happy is not popular or hip I can still throw something into the mix. 

My Love is no longer Pain, and a drain to the soul. 

I would rather bring other up then cling and sling and drown in sorrows.

I look forward to my tomorrows.

 

Go ahead and call me a Pollyanna.

(me at 3yrs old)