Didn't make the top 5 but happy for those who did

The other day I got an e-mail saying my journal was being considered for the Editors pick and yadayadayada send them a pic.  And I did, and I just asumed I would be on that list, because anyother time I got such an e-mail I was on the list. I was laughing about it because I told Josh it seems when ever I have a big tantrum about him the editors notice. The thought of being on the LIST is what inspired my last entry.  I wanted ppl to see what J~Land ment to me and what it could be for others.  So if anything a really great entry was inspired.  I was thinking maybe they was going for a Christian theme for Easter but looks like the editors went a differnt way.  No big deal.  I admit I am a bit disapointed, but I will shake it off.  There really isn't any rhyme or reason on how they pick for the list, mostly I have noticed they go for a differnt theme each week.  I look each week to see who is up there because sometimes I can find some new intresting journals to add to my ever growing list.  I was very happy for Peachy last week.  She is an awesome writter and has skill with putting down what she thinks. I still need to make my rounds to the list this week and send congrates over to them and see if they are my list worthy lol.

Spring break is almost over! Yaaaaahhh! lol Today I am to take the older ones over to Josh's parents and they will stay the night and take them out shopping for Easter clothes.  This is good cuz I surely cant afford to get them anything new for Easter this month.  We still havent made rent and we are way over drawn at the bank, and 2nd notices have rolled in due next week.  What are we going to do?  I don't know but God always seems to find a way.  It is spring and Josh's work has not picked up as much as it was supossed to.  He worked one day last week and maybe two this week. He did get a side job for a friend from church who also happens to work at his work too (differnt position) also they want him to be up at church as much as possible this week so they all can finish up the improvments they have been working on before Sunday. I really feel bad about my last tantrum in here and must apologies about that part about him never hearing from God.  He has really been seeking him lately and just hasnt made a big show of it to me.  It was so touching the other night, we actualy goton our knees together and prayed together.  There is nothing more special than that, more loving than that.  We defently must make that apart of our regular routine.  God knows that is one of my biggest desires is for my husband to be more of the spirutal leader of our household.  I can see how he has been working on Josh little by little, as he does with me too, and changing us both into new creations.  Praise God!